this week..it is all about making decisions.
be it big or small.
Not many which I have met throughout 23 years of living anticipating the idea of "deciding" on something. We always had that small fight even to decide where to eat and what to eat. Always, most of us will just follow the majority says. It is not a bad thing thou because in certain occasion, this life event develop a tolerate person. It never been easy to attend the need of different tummy.^_~V. However, it had always bothered me as I think the habit of "following" to a certain extent will influence us in making bigger decisions in life. And as I deeply reflect, I knew that it had influenced my decision making skills.
when I have to decide over things but weakly stay firm over the decision.
constantly deciding on things make you think deep...and reflective over every single decision.
Ain't it? Sometimes, or is it most of the time the thought of " What will people say?" hit me first before " Will it be for Allah sake?" came. Deep sigh. It is really easy for one to play tricks on our weak heart. We decided on doing something good but we decided on not doing it because we think of what people will say. OR. doing things because we want that little bit of sugarly-praises which flutter our heart.
and to be contented over the decisions I have made.
always the hardest part.
and to be torn apart over wrong turn that i took.
kadang rasa otak selirat terbelit-belit.
kadang rasa...ak malas nak pikir.
tapi Allah nak ajar aku satu.
mungkin niat aku salah.terpesong mana-mana.lupa nak betulkan along the way.
selagi boleh usaha.
banyak yg kena jaga.when decisions have to be made.there are things that should be taken into consideration.
and at times...after I have decided.and plan.He changed the plot.
indeed He is the best planner.